Monday, July 6, 2009

in between

harsh words
ive heard them before
no offence to me
but my heart hit the floor

something so simple
such a complex reaction
I knew it, I guess
I just never adapted

I did it again
ridiculous mistake
time taught me nothing
feelings a fake

but it wasn't just me this time
others saw it too!
encouragement is not guaranteed good
the current state of my heart is proof.


2 comments:

nickflight said...

I wish I knew what it was about... Is it about lying or being lied to perhaps??

Corrie said...

Hmm yes, sort of! It's about deception of the heart.. When people have told me and encouraged me that something is a good thing and the 'right' thing to the point where my heart began to believe it and my mind quit telling myself it wasn't true and then BAM one simple sentence (the harsh words I've heard before) smashes my heart- but like the poem suggests, it's not a new thing, I've been through it time and time again and still not learnt. Leaves me unsure and quite hurt.

I will share a little more about it with you at a later stage nicko :)