trust

- thoughts about the past few months -

i like knowing i can be trusted with...things.. but I dont like that i continually am put in a position where i have to (but dont) break the trust of another in order to maintain the trust with the other one. i dont think people deliberately put me in this position, but its getting old. Im realising it is selfish on their behalf and manipulative too.. but to them, well, they just want to know things for their own sake.. not thinking about where that leaves me.

Its a tough one to balance, but I think im getting the hang of it!